The past few days CDF has been experiencing something very like morning
sickness. She’s been lethargic, nauseous, and generally blah feeling for a
while in the morning and again in the evening before bed. Today she called from
Wal-Mart and said the smell of the Subway food cooking was turning her stomach,
which is very unusual for her since normally she likes subs.
So this morning she took a pregnancy test (at 3 AM of all times!) but the result
was negative. Still we’re inclined to believe the test was wrong since all the
other signs point to a positive. Anyway she’s bought two more tests to use soon.
Even after talking last night, I’m not nervous about the results. I feel the
normal uncertainty of how another baby will impact our life, but I almost feel
that as long as we want another child, now is as good a time as any. Waiting
won’t make the change any less significant or make it easier to adjust, and
there is going to come a time when it will be increasingly harder to adjust to a
So we’ll see… of course hopefully sooner if for nobody’s sake other than